Bright young women sick of swimmin', ready to stand

I feel as though if words were going to describe my life sometimes, it would be these. I am not saying I am a brilliant individual but I'm in no way stupid. I am so capable of achieving the world if I so desired yet every attempt is thwarted but my father who asks as though I'm a child. It's as though I can't fully comprehend what the "grown-ups" are talking about when I know fully well the situation. I just want to be given a chance to show myself. I'm just ready to stand, I'm sick of swimming, it's like I'm stuck in the pool and I feel as though I am drowning. Every time I try to get out something pulls me back down further and further. Sometimes I feel as though one of these days I'm going fall into black nothingness. Either that or I'm going to propel myself up with so much force it is going to shake the whole wide world. Sometimes I feel so invincible when I think of my future, of what I could  become, and who I could influence. A read a note today that I was given  where the writer said that if anyone could change the world, it could be me. I would really love to believe that. Imagine it, what kind of legacy could I leave? I have no idea, I just know that I have the greatest desire to be way more that I am right now, I am determined nothing and no one will stand in my way. I am invincible.